Ok, it had been days...
Ok, I have decided that even if the pain is there, I will become whatever, I just live with it. Not that I had not been there before.Anyway, I will not try anything bad because i think that those who commit suicide are so stupid.They are just running away from their problem.Life is like that.You have ups and down.So it should be quite alright for me.Jia you!
It seemed ages that I had written something...Well, let's start.On thursday,ya, my Taekwando.It was the last lesson for me since they are going to learn kicking next week on wards...guess I just have to bring something there to do.I was feeling ok bu was like really dead tired...So in the end, I did not do much...Haha.
On friday, it was REALLY a long day.I was in school from 7.50am to 9.30pm.Wow, it was like my longest record so far...Huh?Why I went so early?Because I thought they were doing the FNENG thing at 8am...but in the end, I found out that they did not really confirm to do that...Haiz...I was wonderig why I kept getting fool this year...
Then, lecture, lecture and more lecture...I was really tired...During PMDYC, Belinda told us that if we had any problems, we can find them.You know, honestly, when she say that I feel like crying because I can really feel how that feel...Hiaz...Then during CD, there was this activity on baby's pictures...well, of course, I can't really know who is that baby...ok.Give up.And what's more, the lesson end at 3.50pm...we stay in the room and my laptop can't go into internet...(stupid laptop!)So,luckily, I brought a book with me.
Then, I was off to my Japanese lesson. I was like there for 50 minutes before I went for my NYAA meeting.I really regretted stopping the Japanese lesson halfway...because my interview was like at 9 something...Haiz.But luckily, I met some new friends and we sort of like give riddles to kill time.Phew.I was like only back at home at 10pm something.Haiz...tough life.
As for today, I got mentoring scheme.I was like there really early because I don't know the meeting time(Really, I am beginning to think I am cursed...)I saw kamilah and they lead us to the primary school by WALKING...( my breakfast gone now...)We then went there and play games.I also meet a few people there.Then, there are already like tons of meeting planned...so basically, I have to stay back on tuesday, wednesday, friday and go to school on saturday...Really tough life...gotta go.See ya.
P.s.:Why everything seems to fall on friday?I got japanese class!!!Hello!!!
P.S.S: Why I am thinking that I kept getting a signal that'Please don't come near me!' from everyone???
P.S.S.S:Because of the interview thing, I might be marked absent for that lesson...Plus I don't think I can obtain a post...going to check later.
P.S.S.S.S: I got struck outside the MRT again...Hiaz...plus luckily the game started because we were playing this game call'Big fish, Small fish'...I was the one who was going to do forfeit.(Twice already)
Amee Sotong signing off
8:45 AM