Night...
I hate it and loved it.

I loved it because...
It calms me down,
It helps me think,
It helps me understand,
It helps me feel right.

However, I hate it too.
I hate it because it hurts me,
It makes me think too much,
It makes me confusing,
It makes me feel so wrong.

If everything can be much more easier,
If everything can be much more exciting,
If everything can be much more better,
If everything can have a happy ending...
So much if...but will it ever come true?

A, I can fully understand how you feel...
because I am having the same problem as you...
No, it was much more complicated...

Can I even last till the last moment?
I have no idea at all.
Yet, I believe...
Yet I can't get myself out...

They say you can make yourselves happy or sad.
Is that really true?
I don't know...
and I have no idea how...
All I hope is to stop myself from going deeper...

Praying hard...

Go away, Dark side of me...I hate you...