It's already 11 plus and I am still not asleep...wow..=X
After a few days of slacking (Maybe not...manage to tidy up my stuff...XD)
Been thinking a lot too.
Then, I came to a conclusion...
Amee Sotong, you just have to stop thinking so much.
Just keep yourself REALLY busy
then you will have no time to think at all.
Just feel like escaping for once...
Before I decide and find the correct path.
I wonder where did my courage go...maybe I am just tired...
Really hate it when I finally made a decision then something just crop up and spoilt it...
Guess I am not so determined after all. Haiz...
Plus this month had been really bad...
Not only for me I guess, but my friends around me too...
Here's some encouragments for you all...
A, don't be sad. Stay strong and look ahead. I know you will be able to do it. You have a lot of people around you to support you, so no worries.
B and C. Don't be sad too...sometimes life is just...cruel and unpredictable...Be strong and time will heals you.
Sometimes I wonder...if something changes, will it be back to normal? Will you really be able to start all over again? I used to believe but now... I have no idea as well...
I hate being greedy but...I really miss a lot of things...after another semester down...somehow or rather, something seems to be missing...Will I be able to find it back? I hope so...
If only dreams can really come true...
Amee Sotong signing off
7:12 AM