Seriously...what am I doing???
It is NOT LIKE Amee Sotong to keep on emoing!
Must be due to all the stress and lack of enjoyment being pile up during this semester...=X
So I decided...it is time for me to embark myself on a recovery journey...XD

I need MOTIVATION, DETERMINATION and PASSION!

I am missing a lot of things...so I will start on these first...
Listening to songs...
Reading storybooks
Playing with my younger sister

Result: To find myself...

Tidying up...
My files
table
Photos... In the process...
Documents

Result: Just to feel that I have done something? =X

Finding...
A job

Result: To earn money, of course! And maybe gain new experience? Please be pleasant this time...=X

Trying...
To reach level 30 for rock legend!In the process...currenly level 27...
learn a few songs In the process...
To reach level 30 for pet society In the process...currently level 26....

Result: To enlighten myself? =X

Considering...
Not running away from reality... In the process...
To enter write away... Doing the drawings...
Future options... In the process...
learning a few new skills?Found it,Learning Guzhen from my sis! XD Maybe others too?

Result: To challenge myself!

Working hard...
For mentoring HOC In the process...
Scrapbooking? In the process...

Result: To make things happen!

Result:
Planning for...
LOTS AND LOTS of outings...=X In the process...

Result: To ENJOY myself! It is suppose to be holidays...=X

Amee Sotong has gain her courage back...XD Three more to go! XD

To be updated and add on...XD

It's already 11 plus and I am still not asleep...wow..=X
After a few days of slacking (Maybe not...manage to tidy up my stuff...XD)
Been thinking a lot too.
Then, I came to a conclusion...
Amee Sotong, you just have to stop thinking so much.
Just keep yourself REALLY busy
then you will have no time to think at all.
Just feel like escaping for once...
Before I decide and find the correct path.
I wonder where did my courage go...maybe I am just tired...

Really hate it when I finally made a decision then something just crop up and spoilt it...
Guess I am not so determined after all. Haiz...
Plus this month had been really bad...
Not only for me I guess, but my friends around me too...

Here's some encouragments for you all...

A, don't be sad. Stay strong and look ahead. I know you will be able to do it. You have a lot of people around you to support you, so no worries.

B and C. Don't be sad too...sometimes life is just...cruel and unpredictable...Be strong and time will heals you.

Sometimes I wonder...if something changes, will it be back to normal? Will you really be able to start all over again? I used to believe but now... I have no idea as well...

I hate being greedy but...I really miss a lot of things...after another semester down...somehow or rather, something seems to be missing...Will I be able to find it back? I hope so...

If only dreams can really come true...